
this is getting too much for me to bear. i can't control my emotions anymore. every thing you do affects my mood, making me happy or sad just in split seconds. but recently you have been making me sad):
i really don't like the way things are turning out. we're starting to break apart slowly, and this just sucks and pains my heart. i thought i could just let you go, but my heart refuses to let me do so. i hate this feeling. i hate how things are turning out. i hate those awkward moments. i hate coming to school with red, puffy eyes. i hate and i detest.
maybe i should really let you go.
this time i'm not going to succumb to how horrible i would feel.
it's gonna be a clean break.